I still struggle to practice my Kung Fu in front of certain people. While some will encourage and support me, others find it strange and foolish. For me, this is one of the reasons training, while away, can be so difficult. I can tell it makes some people uncomfortable, and so then I feel uncomfortable. I can tell that some people are judging me, and so I begin to doubt my ability. I will find myself hiding away, often in very cramped spaces, trying not to make any noise or bring any attention to myself…ultimately sacrificing the quality of my training.
I’d like to be confident and bold and am hoping, in time, this will be something I can change.
Ps. Look who I bumped into here on the island!
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