I've attempted a few times now to really control my breathing. Where I'm breathing in. Where I'm breathing out. And I've realized I basically don't know how to breathe.
I don't have any answers or solutions here quite yet. I'm trying a couple of strategies that Sifu Rybak has suggested. But it's a whole lot trickier than I'd like. Much of the advice is "don't think about it"....but if I don't think about it, I just do what I was doing. And that wasn't working. So I think this is one of those times where I have to think about it....thereby breaking things a bit...and then hopefully I'll piece it back together and not have to think so hard anymore.
But that's definitely not today.
